1. |
The Current Of Pain
03:36
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Step in, feel my breath
Join in as we sink through space
Coincidences have brought us all here
The will of cosmos has determined a date for you and I
Volitions clash to bind the cycle twice
We must exchange our touch within this time before we vanish into dark
So far the winds of May have come
Too far away from home
Seems like it has been a while
Give me something to lift me up
And to fuel the fire, to satisfy my desire
Let's take a ride across the square within my mind
Something tells me I must go on
Who knows… What will happen next?
Fields of battles I have already won
Miss my footsteps, it's time to count from ten to one
Vulgarity shapes my fate, I'll let myself flow through the current of pain
Alright, it's time
The curtains fall and I can see the light
Reflecting shadows all over the seats
You will know everything, you just have to wait
Ironical, I need to fight the fact
When my being is dark as my soul
Gloria, an odyssey of love
I must grab its pieces before I rot
Something tells me I must go on
Who knows… What will happen next?
Fields of battles I have already won
Miss my footsteps, it's time to count from ten to one
Vulgarity shapes my fate, I'll let myself flow through the current of pain
Fields of battles I have already won
Miss my footsteps, it's time to show me the way back to where all began
Vulgarity shapes my fate, I’ll let myself flow…
I will let myself flow.
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2. |
Mountain Encounter
01:48
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3. |
A Disease
05:18
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The taste of fate has been presented from a further galaxy
Something's beating phonetically
Two patterns so close to each other
And I don't know why
Someone, clear my mind
Can't anyone hear my cries?
And I can't fight the fact that I'm contracting a disease
Thin fingers touch my arms
I can't see your face but I can hear your breath
Am I making the same mistake again?
Put a red sign in front this tide
The eternal dream of paradise
Crying in a silent way
Out of reason, I stay
Numbness won't be late
I'm afraid of what my mind will create
Pictures reveal the slightest smile
Should I embrace what I once lived?
The colors change but I will stand
Starving for the moment you call
Thin fingers reach my heart
I can't see your face but I can hear your breath
Am I making the same mistake again?
Put a red sign in front this tide
The eternal dream of paradise
"Love me", don't say the words
Don't light the fire of insignificance
Does it have to be this way?
I was sure I'd learnt to love
But everything keeps changing
No more words to say today
And I can't fight the fact that I'm contracting a disease
A disease
A disease
Spreading inside of me
Spreading inside of me
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4. |
Look Who's Back
03:56
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Show me your face, I'm not afraid
Sitting behind an empty space
An empty space where I belonged
Something's left, he's not with me
I guess everything has changed
Leaving me there with the haunting ghosts
Destroying every sense of love
In a matter of days, my heart rearranged
But now…
I didn't care, I simply moved on
Nobody complained, nothing was wrong
Fuck, but you decided to imagine a shape to fill the gap
Why would you look at me for once?
Do you care after all?
(Nobody cared back then, all was the same)
You lost your chance, that's not on me
So, I said "please, just go away"
Make sure you pick up your bags
Make sure you don't have to return
Make sure you take what you want
Make sure you're satisfied
You pushed me to the never ending depths of misery
Why would you look at me for once?
Do you care after all?
(Nobody cared back then, all was the same)
You lost your chance, that's not on me
So, I said "please, just go away"
Go away
Don't ya hear me?
Stay away from me
For once I ask you to leave me
Show me your face, I'm not afraid
This time I’ll be clear and quick
I am not like her, I must reveal the unseen
Better be aware, cause I won't say it again
You lost your chance and it's not my fault
Do you even know what I’ve gone through?
When I thought the end arrived, your voice appeared in my mind
Begging for me to give you attention
So this is what I've to outcry:
Get yourself fucked
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5. |
Trauma
05:44
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I can't believe that I'm a new person
I can't believe so much time has passed
Blood runs all over my head everytime I remember
My neck recycles the danger
It is not I could end harmed
What makes the difference?
I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own
Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt gloria?
It's fine, I will move on
It's fine, I'm only living in the past
I can't believe all the things I've gone through
I can't stop to think of this awful feeling of meaninglessness
It's alive, I try to hide every time I use my eyes
Beside the weight of sadness holding tension
The erosion in my teeth rants all this grief
What makes the difference?
I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own
Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt love?
It's fine, I will move on
It's fine, I'm only living in the past
Trapped inside the ever flowing grief
I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own?
Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt love?
It's fine, I will move on
It's fine, I'm only living in the past
I still don't know what I did to feel this pain again
My brain fails to recognize
I wish I never touched him
It's fine, I will move on
It's fine, I am ready to lick my wounds
I know these wounds won't heal
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6. |
Compulsion
13:06
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Tell me all the secrets
Gonna blow the air through sacred colors
The truth is all I want
I'm begging you
For the knowledge
Is it that hard to see the bleeding in my knees?
(It fucking hurts
My nails are deep within)
I don't understand anything
But it keeps talking
My energy is drained
I am defenseless
(Why won't you leave me alone?
I'm begging you)
What can I do against the storm?
I can only let myself flow through the current of pain
(I can't take it anymore)
I don't know why I keep going
Is there anything left to try?
"Hold on tight and never leave"
"What a selfish act"
Give me strength, give me something to lift me up
And as soon as I believe you will see how my mind makes the twist
Dragging me down
I'm falling beneath the soil
Tearing my skin from the inside
Regression
Over and over and over
(It's not enough)
Should I stop?
(Here comes again...)
Fuck me, I must spit it out
Trying to hold on to this senseless grip
Cause if I don't, I'll fall through the bluff
My hands won't last…
Oh, God, here it comes...
Done and sinking
My thoughts are out of control
Uncertainty above it all
And nobody knows, nobody knows the truth...
So what is the point?
Wait, I understand! Everything makes sense!
I found the truth, this time. I swear it is.
Well, it has to be. For sure it is. Yeah, yes. Of course, it is.
Wait, what if the circles change shape?
What if 1 is none? What if you fall from the top?
What if I stain the walls? What if you hurt everyone? What if your hands lose control? What if the sky swallows my hope? What if I end it all?
Oh, there's emptiness and I've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And I've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And I've already checked
God, I did it again
It never was true
Not even once
Alright, I understand I can't understand
The words you said lack of sense
So it does to make amends
I won't listen to any of your words
Not a single one
I won't hear your words anymore
Moving forward even if I'm not right
My chest feels overwhelmed
So what? I don't care, I told you that I'll be okay
A doubt comes into my head
The truth is...
I correct myself before I fall
I don't need to know the code, after all
So I won't let it take control
The truth is always wrong
Slowly immersing to a vast space
Forgetting everything I never knew
Speak... In the language... Of silence...
What if she abandons you?
Ticks all over the floor
They are crawling
You may never know, you may die alone
You may kill her soul, she may make you whole
You may feel it burn, you may find the truth
What if you contracted a disease?
God, I don't know
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So far the winds of May have come
The leafs swayed like a volatile sense of self
Something's beating inside of me, an enormous hurricane, it's a chimera my brain does recognize
And for a brief wink, the sadness comes back for more
So far the breeze of June has touched me
Thin fingers felt like everything I could long for
Looking for a greater purpose
Struggling to stabilize myself before I fall
And for a brief wink you kiss my lips
I swear a deaf storm took me in
If I could push my will into the sea, maybe it could learn to swim
To dive into your arms and sink beneath your skin
As you fall on my chest, anxiety recedes
Just like you returned, you will leave
If you have to bite my lips, I won't resist
These irrational words that you may never read
Are attached to my hands, attached to my dreams
And I never thought that these incapable arms were a paradise to you
And I wish you get to know the truth that I won't spell
I can't believe you've become someone
You're charmingly beautiful
I may smile for you every single time I see your face
But I'm afraid love is determined to end one day
I hope someday I can hug you fearless
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8. |
Subception
01:17
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Anyways, I feel like I'm about to explode
My chest is negated by itself
And if a thought pops into my head
I'll be ready to grab the iron spikes to stab them against my neck
I should have tried it, maybe it wouldn't have been that bad
Yell, yell... Yell at me, I don't know if I even care
Wait, don't...
Anyways, I feel like I'm about to explode
And I can't do anything at all
It is emerging from that which creaks
Over and over and over again
It won't stop
It just won't stop
She... She... Is close
And I can't fight the fact that I contracted a...
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Calamity Translator Almería, Spain
Alternative metal, prog metal, drone metal, dembow (maybe?)...
"My goal as an artist is to convey through music all the
hardships and misfortunes that I have to deal with in my life (that's where the name comes from). I feel that I need to live in every possible way, and my music will be the soundtrack to all the harrowing, hilarious, absurd or embarrassing situations I have yet to live".
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