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Disease

by Calamity Translator

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Step in, feel my breath Join in as we sink through space Coincidences have brought us all here The will of cosmos has determined a date for you and I Volitions clash to bind the cycle twice We must exchange our touch within this time before we vanish into dark So far the winds of May have come Too far away from home Seems like it has been a while Give me something to lift me up And to fuel the fire, to satisfy my desire Let's take a ride across the square within my mind Something tells me I must go on Who knows… What will happen next? Fields of battles I have already won Miss my footsteps, it's time to count from ten to one Vulgarity shapes my fate, I'll let myself flow through the current of pain Alright, it's time The curtains fall and I can see the light Reflecting shadows all over the seats You will know everything, you just have to wait Ironical, I need to fight the fact When my being is dark as my soul Gloria, an odyssey of love I must grab its pieces before I rot Something tells me I must go on Who knows… What will happen next? Fields of battles I have already won Miss my footsteps, it's time to count from ten to one Vulgarity shapes my fate, I'll let myself flow through the current of pain Fields of battles I have already won Miss my footsteps, it's time to show me the way back to where all began Vulgarity shapes my fate, I’ll let myself flow… I will let myself flow.
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A Disease 05:18
The taste of fate has been presented from a further galaxy Something's beating phonetically Two patterns so close to each other And I don't know why Someone, clear my mind Can't anyone hear my cries? And I can't fight the fact that I'm contracting a disease Thin fingers touch my arms I can't see your face but I can hear your breath Am I making the same mistake again? Put a red sign in front this tide The eternal dream of paradise Crying in a silent way Out of reason, I stay Numbness won't be late I'm afraid of what my mind will create Pictures reveal the slightest smile Should I embrace what I once lived? The colors change but I will stand Starving for the moment you call Thin fingers reach my heart I can't see your face but I can hear your breath Am I making the same mistake again? Put a red sign in front this tide The eternal dream of paradise "Love me", don't say the words Don't light the fire of insignificance Does it have to be this way? I was sure I'd learnt to love But everything keeps changing No more words to say today And I can't fight the fact that I'm contracting a disease A disease A disease Spreading inside of me Spreading inside of me
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Show me your face, I'm not afraid Sitting behind an empty space An empty space where I belonged Something's left, he's not with me I guess everything has changed Leaving me there with the haunting ghosts Destroying every sense of love In a matter of days, my heart rearranged But now… I didn't care, I simply moved on Nobody complained, nothing was wrong Fuck, but you decided to imagine a shape to fill the gap Why would you look at me for once? Do you care after all? (Nobody cared back then, all was the same) You lost your chance, that's not on me So, I said "please, just go away" Make sure you pick up your bags Make sure you don't have to return Make sure you take what you want Make sure you're satisfied You pushed me to the never ending depths of misery Why would you look at me for once? Do you care after all? (Nobody cared back then, all was the same) You lost your chance, that's not on me So, I said "please, just go away" Go away Don't ya hear me? Stay away from me For once I ask you to leave me Show me your face, I'm not afraid This time I’ll be clear and quick I am not like her, I must reveal the unseen Better be aware, cause I won't say it again You lost your chance and it's not my fault Do you even know what I’ve gone through? When I thought the end arrived, your voice appeared in my mind Begging for me to give you attention So this is what I've to outcry: Get yourself fucked
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Trauma 05:44
I can't believe that I'm a new person I can't believe so much time has passed Blood runs all over my head everytime I remember My neck recycles the danger It is not I could end harmed What makes the difference? I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt gloria? It's fine, I will move on It's fine, I'm only living in the past I can't believe all the things I've gone through I can't stop to think of this awful feeling of meaninglessness It's alive, I try to hide every time I use my eyes Beside the weight of sadness holding tension The erosion in my teeth rants all this grief What makes the difference? I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt love? It's fine, I will move on It's fine, I'm only living in the past Trapped inside the ever flowing grief I still don't know if these mistakes are only of my own? Can't I trace a line back to the time when I felt love? It's fine, I will move on It's fine, I'm only living in the past I still don't know what I did to feel this pain again My brain fails to recognize I wish I never touched him It's fine, I will move on It's fine, I am ready to lick my wounds I know these wounds won't heal
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Compulsion 13:06
Tell me all the secrets Gonna blow the air through sacred colors The truth is all I want I'm begging you For the knowledge Is it that hard to see the bleeding in my knees? (It fucking hurts My nails are deep within) I don't understand anything But it keeps talking My energy is drained I am defenseless (Why won't you leave me alone? I'm begging you) What can I do against the storm? I can only let myself flow through the current of pain (I can't take it anymore) I don't know why I keep going Is there anything left to try? "Hold on tight and never leave" "What a selfish act" Give me strength, give me something to lift me up And as soon as I believe you will see how my mind makes the twist Dragging me down I'm falling beneath the soil Tearing my skin from the inside Regression Over and over and over (It's not enough) Should I stop? (Here comes again...) Fuck me, I must spit it out Trying to hold on to this senseless grip Cause if I don't, I'll fall through the bluff My hands won't last… Oh, God, here it comes... Done and sinking My thoughts are out of control Uncertainty above it all And nobody knows, nobody knows the truth... So what is the point? Wait, I understand! Everything makes sense! I found the truth, this time. I swear it is. Well, it has to be. For sure it is. Yeah, yes. Of course, it is. Wait, what if the circles change shape? What if 1 is none? What if you fall from the top? What if I stain the walls? What if you hurt everyone? What if your hands lose control? What if the sky swallows my hope? What if I end it all? Oh, there's emptiness and I've already checked The emptiness within the words heaps And I've already checked The emptiness within the words heaps And I've already checked God, I did it again It never was true Not even once Alright, I understand I can't understand The words you said lack of sense So it does to make amends I won't listen to any of your words Not a single one I won't hear your words anymore Moving forward even if I'm not right My chest feels overwhelmed So what? I don't care, I told you that I'll be okay A doubt comes into my head The truth is... I correct myself before I fall I don't need to know the code, after all So I won't let it take control The truth is always wrong Slowly immersing to a vast space Forgetting everything I never knew Speak... In the language... Of silence... What if she abandons you? Ticks all over the floor They are crawling You may never know, you may die alone You may kill her soul, she may make you whole You may feel it burn, you may find the truth What if you contracted a disease? God, I don't know
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So far the winds of May have come The leafs swayed like a volatile sense of self Something's beating inside of me, an enormous hurricane, it's a chimera my brain does recognize And for a brief wink, the sadness comes back for more So far the breeze of June has touched me Thin fingers felt like everything I could long for Looking for a greater purpose Struggling to stabilize myself before I fall And for a brief wink you kiss my lips I swear a deaf storm took me in If I could push my will into the sea, maybe it could learn to swim To dive into your arms and sink beneath your skin As you fall on my chest, anxiety recedes Just like you returned, you will leave If you have to bite my lips, I won't resist These irrational words that you may never read Are attached to my hands, attached to my dreams And I never thought that these incapable arms were a paradise to you And I wish you get to know the truth that I won't spell I can't believe you've become someone You're charmingly beautiful I may smile for you every single time I see your face But I'm afraid love is determined to end one day I hope someday I can hug you fearless
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Subception 01:17
Anyways, I feel like I'm about to explode My chest is negated by itself And if a thought pops into my head I'll be ready to grab the iron spikes to stab them against my neck I should have tried it, maybe it wouldn't have been that bad Yell, yell... Yell at me, I don't know if I even care Wait, don't... Anyways, I feel like I'm about to explode And I can't do anything at all It is emerging from that which creaks Over and over and over again It won't stop It just won't stop She... She... Is close And I can't fight the fact that I contracted a...

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It is supposed to be a short album (kind of an EP). Everything about this "EP" (concept and lyrics) is explained in our instagram account.

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released January 27, 2024

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Calamity Translator Almería, Spain

Alternative metal, prog metal, drone metal, dembow (maybe?)...
"My goal as an artist is to convey through music all the hardships and misfortunes that I have to deal with in my life (that's where the name comes from). I feel that I need to live in every possible way, and my music will be the soundtrack to all the harrowing, hilarious, absurd or embarrassing situations I have yet to live".
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